Thursday, January 7, 2010

Blame it on me

As life goes on I'm starting to learn more and more about responsibility
I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out and apologize for things I have done
And things that have not occurred yet
And the things they don't want to take responsibility for

I'm sorry for the times I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
I'm sorry for the times that I had to go
I'm sorry for the fact that I did not know
That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me
I'm sorry for the times I would neglect
I'm sorry for the times I disrespect

I'm sorry for the wrong things that I've done
I'm sorry I'm not always there for my son
I'm sorry for the fact that I am not aware
That you can't sleep at night when I am not there
Because I am in the streets like everyday
Sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I am so proud to call you my girl

I understand that there are some problems
And I am not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can apologize for being wrong
Then it's just a shame on me
I'll be the reason for your pain and you can put the blame on me

You can put the blame on me [4x]
Said you can put the blame on me [3x]
You can put the blame on me

Sorry for the things that he put you through
And all the times you didn't know what to do
Sorry that you had to go and sell those packs
Just trying to stay busy till you heard from Dad
And you would rather be home with all your kids
As one big family with love and bliss
And even though Pops treated us like kings

He got a second wife and you didn't agree
He got up and left you there all alone
I'm sorry that you had to do it on your own
I'm sorry that I went and added to your grief
I'm sorry that your son was once a thief
I'm sorry that I grew up way too fast
I wish I would've listened and not be so bad
I'm sorry your life turned out this way
I'm sorry the FEDS came and took me away

I'm sorry that it took so long to see
They were dead wrong trying to put it on me
I'm sorry that it took so long to speak
But I was on tour with Gwen Stefani
I'm sorry for the hand that she was dealt
For the embarrassment that she felt
Just a little young girl trying to have fun
Her daddy should never let her out that young
I'm sorry for Club Zen getting shut down
I hope they manage better next time around
How was I to know she was underage
Enter 21 you know the club they say
Why doesn't anybody wanna take blame
For rising back out disgracing my name
I'm just a singer trying to entertain
Because I love my fans I'll take that blame
Even though the blame's on you [3x]
I'll take that blame from you

And you can put that blame on me [2x]
You can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me

Thursday, December 31, 2009

知不知道喜欢和爱有什么分别?

20091230 晴

第二

最近去了一个朋友的婚礼.
是在教堂里.
教父问到.
你们知道喜欢和爱有什么分别吗?
大家都静下来.
他解释说.
在新加坡有一个女生每天都搭一个小时的地铁去看她的男朋友.
就问那个女生为什么你每天都来看你的男朋友?
女生说道我每天都来这里,看到他我就很开心啊.
但是男生都是自己在看电视,打机和睡觉.
教夫之后说你觉得他开心吗?
爱一个人是要他/她很开心和觉得幸福.
你做到了吗?

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

又要开笔啦.

20091229 晴

第一

三水和小虫发生了一场很大的争执的第二天.
小虫把心理堆积如山的话一句句的道了出来.
三水明白为什么小虫是那么的生气.
是爱的气,是欺的气,是恨的气,是不甘的气.
小虫泣不成声,三水知道小虫很难过.
三水也知道,小虫的话不全都是真心话.
它包含着真心话,气话,失望的话,不安的话,后悔的话.
三水也只能尽量的让小虫慢慢开心起来.
三水是真的很想让她开心,让她幸福.
可是弄到今天这个不想看到的场面.
三水的对小虫心也只能像流水一样怎么切都切不断.
什么都不做,是零巴仙.
试看看去做,至少还会有五十巴仙.

结笔

写自己.
今天严格来讲是我搬回宏茂桥的第三天.
我很喜欢这间家.因为够大,够凉,够高,够美,够香,够干净.真的是够爽!
昨晚三点才睡,今天蛇蛇.
一大清早被电话吵醒,我还是不甘愿起来的.
涂到八点半才出门,九点两个字才到公司.
把电脑的开键按下去,手指一划.不用打密码.哈哈.
叫声Budak-san你要去吃早餐吗?要!
两个人摇一下摇一下到咖啡店.
就想起老板跟我说:我们开到一月六号最后一天,现在开始每天来喝我的咖啡啦.OK
排队买米粉,偏心的老板娘总是给Budak-san多多。。
我就会加一句,老板娘你偏心例。最后没办法也要给我多多。
她也是做到一月六号。哎,之后不知道要吃什么。
回到公司就忙着订酒店,因为这个周末有朋自远方来。
电邮来来回回没有停过。
到了六点,跑人。
七点半到家也吃好饭了。
上网到现在。
冲凉咯。
8181

Saturday, September 5, 2009

没写。久。

我想我真得很久没有写上几篇了。
最近就只是看看就朋友和新朋友的部落格。
才发现原来他们的文才都很好。
我自叹不如。
有几篇是我很喜欢的写作。
可是我又不可以公开他们的部落格,
也就只好应用她的文章也写下我的好羡慕。

夜晚的冷酷,适当的时速,深夜中赶路,
默契的深度,相爱的程度,让我好羡慕。

同样的脚步,目标的专著,我祝你幸福,
他不想让步,默默的付出,让我好羡慕。

我真的觉得华文很难写。哈哈。
用拼音都要想一个小时。

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Hallo, Duesseldorf

Hallo, Duesseldorf I am here again :)
What happened to the weather all over the world?
Pollution... Green House Effect???
For duesseldorf, winter will be cold but not like this cold.

We are like in a big froozen fridge.
After buying the food and walk for 1 minutes.
Everything turns cold. Hmmn.
Having snow fighting with colleagues was fun!
But my hands were chilled and pained.
Special rewarded Guinness World Record to Duesseldorf office.
Can't imagine the ashtray this big and filled with cigarette filters like this "high"
Tomorrow will be leaving for The Netherlands
Greetings.

Friday, January 9, 2009

Leaving to coldest ever Europe

It has been a while since my last updates.

Was busy with work recently.

After working, was heading back to take as much rest as possible.

Now spare some time to giving some update about myself.

Tomorrow onwards I will be on CET Time Zone.

Which I could at least escape emails and calls for normal working hours on GMT +08.00 Time Zone

I will be leaving to Germany then Holland from Singapore on 10th Jan 2009.

Following video was taken to be viewing on annual kickoff meeting holds in Amsterdam.

Every StepStoner has to take one for this event to be played repeatedly as our backdrop.

I am not looking very good in shape as I am sicked for around 1 week already.

Looking on the news everyday, this year the entire Europe is on coldest ever winter.

Yesterday, Germany's weather down to -27.7, which is scary.

I am a bit worry as I haven't fully get well.

Has been visiting doctor twice this week.

Today, the doctor gave me a lot of medicine for this trip.

Thanks Dr. Lim, she is a great doctor.

A very thoughtful doctor who tells me how to use all these medication external and internal.

Before flight take off and after flight take off.

Thanks! I will be fine. :)