Thursday, January 7, 2010
I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out and apologize for things I have done
And things that have not occurred yet
And the things they don't want to take responsibility for
I'm sorry for the times I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
I'm sorry for the times that I had to go
I'm sorry for the fact that I did not know
That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me
I'm sorry for the times I would neglect
I'm sorry for the times I disrespect
I'm sorry for the wrong things that I've done
I'm sorry I'm not always there for my son
I'm sorry for the fact that I am not aware
That you can't sleep at night when I am not there
Because I am in the streets like everyday
Sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I am so proud to call you my girl
I understand that there are some problems
And I am not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can apologize for being wrong
Then it's just a shame on me
I'll be the reason for your pain and you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me [4x]
Said you can put the blame on me [3x]
You can put the blame on me
Sorry for the things that he put you through
And all the times you didn't know what to do
Sorry that you had to go and sell those packs
Just trying to stay busy till you heard from Dad
And you would rather be home with all your kids
As one big family with love and bliss
And even though Pops treated us like kings
He got a second wife and you didn't agree
He got up and left you there all alone
I'm sorry that you had to do it on your own
I'm sorry that I went and added to your grief
I'm sorry that your son was once a thief
I'm sorry that I grew up way too fast
I wish I would've listened and not be so bad
I'm sorry your life turned out this way
I'm sorry the FEDS came and took me away
I'm sorry that it took so long to see
They were dead wrong trying to put it on me
I'm sorry that it took so long to speak
But I was on tour with Gwen Stefani
I'm sorry for the hand that she was dealt
For the embarrassment that she felt
Just a little young girl trying to have fun
Her daddy should never let her out that young
I'm sorry for Club Zen getting shut down
I hope they manage better next time around
How was I to know she was underage
Enter 21 you know the club they say
Why doesn't anybody wanna take blame
For rising back out disgracing my name
I'm just a singer trying to entertain
Because I love my fans I'll take that blame
Even though the blame's on you [3x]
I'll take that blame from you
And you can put that blame on me [2x]
You can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me
Thursday, December 31, 2009
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Saturday, September 5, 2009
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
Friday, January 9, 2009
It has been a while since my last updates.
Was busy with work recently.
After working, was heading back to take as much rest as possible.
Now spare some time to giving some update about myself.
Tomorrow onwards I will be on CET Time Zone.
Which I could at least escape emails and calls for normal working hours on GMT +08.00 Time Zone
I will be leaving to Germany then Holland from Singapore on 10th Jan 2009.
Following video was taken to be viewing on annual kickoff meeting holds in Amsterdam.
Every StepStoner has to take one for this event to be played repeatedly as our backdrop.
I am not looking very good in shape as I am sicked for around 1 week already.
Looking on the news everyday, this year the entire Europe is on coldest ever winter.
Yesterday, Germany's weather down to -27.7, which is scary.
I am a bit worry as I haven't fully get well.
Has been visiting doctor twice this week.
Today, the doctor gave me a lot of medicine for this trip.
Thanks Dr. Lim, she is a great doctor.
A very thoughtful doctor who tells me how to use all these medication external and internal.
Before flight take off and after flight take off.
Thanks! I will be fine. :)